Alright

So much hate inside

Of my heart, I think

I might have

Fallen 

Apart

Evil's little babe

I've once been an angel

Who got fucked hard

Start praying the Hail Mary

For my broken mind

Bitch

Slut

Little fucker

Making them ich

Like no one's ever done

They say they love me

They'll get fucked too

Once I'm fucking dead

They'll wish they knew

What the fuck was wrong with me

I'm supposed to be on prozac

I'm on heroin instead

Thanks, life

For letting me die

As they said,

"God's dead"

But, baby, don't say that

It's a sinners' world, hun

I'll laught at them

After I cut mu wrists 

And let them wish

The best for me

 

Druggie

Feeling sick

Making myself sick

Fuck this

I'm not proud of what I do

And that is:

Alcohol

Acid

Cocaine

Heroine 

And Krokodil

I feel quiet ill

I can't trust anybody

I don't care

I'll fuck everybody

"Fucking slut"

As he said

Telling me he wishes I was dead

Oh, babe,

Make me sad

Oh, yeah

Right this way

I wish I was dead too

Make me cut my thighs 

And make fun of me as I cry

As all you do is lie

I've never been so ready to die

And I'll laugh at you

For loving me

That's all stupid shit

Nobody will miss me

I told them so

You know,

I get a little to drunk and watch as they go

Alcohol

Acid

Cocaine

Heroine 

Krokodil

I'm feeling a lil ill

My heart and mind are broke

And so is this world

Zolpidem

I'm drowning

In the darkness

The nightmares are here to wake me up

Fuck

I'm lonely

And sad

And mad

And rad

I don't get it

How can you still hurt me

If I don't even love you?

I'm sorry, but fuck you

I remember how it was in the beginning 

When we both had some meaning

We were always dancing and singing

Didn't notice you were bleeding

I was a free bird

And you were a lovely poet

Than it changed

I broke my wings

And you ripped your soul

We were both drowning 

Scared to death we would die

You put me down

And started with those lies

(I love you, I won't hurt you, I forgive you, I will never do it again, you can trust me)

I know it's not your fault

You were afraid

But so was I

And you made me feel pain

Leaving me dry

It was one of those mistakes

You hit me

Again

And again

But you said you'd change

Than yo beat me

Till bruises would appear

Said you're sorry

And kissed my cheeks 

I hated you

But I didn't run away

So you locked me in the dark

To make sure I'd stay

You broke my broken wings

My broken ribs

My broken heart

And it was when I realized 

I had to run away

Before I felt too hard

You never stopped though

You chased me

And cursed my soul

Leave me alone 

I'm sorry, but I'm not that strong

Fuck you

And live your life on your own