Eyes

You made me wanna die

You made me live so many lies

You made me feel sick

My soul was heavy as a brick

You made me feel unworthy it

There was no way to work it

The way you looked me in the eyes

You made me wanna die

So I did

Freedom

A little bird

Needs to feel free

Not tied inside a cage

Where it's soul would burn

A little bird

Should find its way

And fly so happy

Just fly away

A little bird

Shouldn't feel lonely

Than fly with me

You and I only

Fallen for the angel

An Angel came to visit me
He looked me in the eyes
And he kissed my scars
I didn't stop asking myself
How I let him go so far

The Angel opened his wings
I've never felt so amazed
He put me inside his arms
I couldn't help but notice
He had some battle scars

The Angel was so strong
I kept wondering why
He was trying to save a girl so wrong

I fell for the Angel
And he fell for me
The most beautiful love
Indeed

Being as in love with him as I am
Nobody would ever understand

Have you ever known depression?

Have you ever
Felt so depressed
You couldn't even feel your body?

Have you ever
Done what they told you not to do
Just to act a little naughty?

Have you ever
Sliced your skin
Just to feel something?

Have you ever
Done drugs
Because your mind felt like nothing?

Have you ever
Starved yourself
Just so you could feel in control?

Have you ever
lost your mind
But you had to cry it low?

Well, I have.

Endless pain

Endless pain

Won't go away

Endless pain

Will find its way

To me

Endless pain

Doesn't let me speak

Endless pain

Is tourturing me

Endless pain

Please leave

Endless pain

Let me breath

Endless pain

Has drowned me

I died

Of pain.

The Endless pain

Never went away

Lonely

You're here

But I'm so far away

I never let you say

What I need to hear

I'm such a 

Child

Whore

Wild

Hardcore

                        girl

I'm sorry

I push everyone away

From this hole

That is my world

But, really...

what else can I actually say?

Crazy

The world is so full of hate

Hate and desire.

I think they admire

Someone else's pain

It's just that easy to say

You want to be insane.

For me, sanity

Feels so far away

You're so lazy

To understand

What "crazy"

Means to me