Dear Him

You're the one that listens to me

But you can't do everything

To help me with my disease

We talk

I cry

We walk

You don't want me to die

You need me alive

I want it to end

If I stay alive,

It never will

So let me take those pills

Other than that

Shoot me in the head

I'll die in your arms

But I'll die loved

There's no answer for me.

I was consumed by my disease

Feels bigger than me

I'm crazy

You see?!

I love you