God, you're a lie

First

You gave me love

And than brutally

Took it away from me

Second

You gave me hope

Gave a place to stay

A place to call home

You gave me friends

But took them back

Also took my sanity

Took my life breath

And then you gave me

A pretty thing to love

Just to make it fucking crazy

Make it hate me too much

And then you gave me lonliness

You made me bad

Until my heart stopped beating

You made it beat again

For someone who loved me back

You filled me up with hope

And on my knees I begged

"Please, Father

Please don't take him

Please make it last"

Not even a week later

I could hear Satan's laugh

You were by his side

Holding his hands

You gave me everything

Just to take them back

They clame You're pure love

But love doesn't make you rad

You're nothing but a lie 

God's dead

And so am I