Sober nightmare

I just wanna scream my pain so a the world could hear it.

I'd scream names so everyone would know

What happened to me before

And all the things I could never let go

I wish they'd regret everything they did to me

I wish I'd remember everything I did to them

I can't deal with this pain anymore

Can't deal with this ever again

Why am I depressed?

Everything is in place 

Why have I collapsed?

I think I've lost my faith

Where's love

Where's hope

Where's sanity

Depression will choke me

Help