quinta-feira, 24 de outubro de 2013

Ride

Do you love me?
Did you ever do?
Only for that one night
We spent it just me and you

I don't know what to feel
They've been making me confused
I don't know where to go
I feel lost and abused

You don't have to save me
Just take me
Take me out of here
I never felt pain so near

I'll stay up late every night
Don't worry or ask if I'm alright
It's just the war on my mind
Don't ask me why

They follow me wherever I go
They never leave me alone
Though I still feel lonely
They bring pain, only

You don't have to save me
Just take me
Take me out of here
I never felt pain so near

Take me
Just ride
Take me out of here
I never felt pain so near

segunda-feira, 14 de outubro de 2013

What happened to my poetry?

Maybe the darkness ate them
As they ate my soul
Or maybe it was suffocated 
By them and the unknown

What happened to freedom?
What happened to love?
What happened to hope
And all of the above?

But mostly
What happened to me

I don't drink as much as I used 
I don't cut anymore

Instead
I binge
And starve
Binge
And starve

I closed myself
For everyone else

Nobody will find me
Nor you
Nor anyone else


Fuck off

Falling down

Leave me alone
To my darkness
My sadness
My madness

I'm so sorry
But it's not my fault
I'm tired 
Of you putting me
In such a pedestal