Suicide attack

Heart's beating faster

My control's gone

My hands are shaking

Everything's wrong

I am so done

Suicide's the only answer

But it can't really be

What if I kill myself

End up going to hell

Oh, please,

There's nothing else

Somebody, please, help

Cut

Cut

Cut

Slice your skin

Stare at the bottle of vodka

With 50 sleeping pills in your hands

Cry

Cry

Cry

Think about suicide

Think about talks

Think about hell

Please, stop

I gotta kill myself

Cry

Cry

Cry

Breath

Breath

Breath

The suicide attack is over

And I'm still here